Cookie...

I actually don't know why i'm posting this...why i edited this.
I just stumbled upon this photo, and i thought, "What the heck, we look so cute."
...yea. We did.

Maybe if he was the one who asked me to prom hours ago,
maybe i'll have to think things through.
Maybe i'll even consider being his prom date.
I mean, that's all i ever wantED.
And considering that if he was actually the one who asked,
i'll think. If it was just some guy, or whoever, i wouldn't even think.
But if it's him...then thinking will be a big thing.
But no. It wasn't him.
And i was hoping at that moment, when he called me and asked if i already had a partner, that he was the one who wanted to know the answer. Not Rich. Not anyone. Just him.
And if it was anyone, other than him, who asked if i did have a partner, i'd instantly say that i do.
But i hesitated when he was the one who asked.
I didn't say that i had a partner...because i hoped that he was the one who's asking...and i'd say no.
Which is wrong. Which is unfair. Which is horrible.

Look! Look at what you unconsciously did!
Look at what you unconsciously made me realize!
Maybe....and i know it's completely and utterly stupid....that i still...

You're still....