Just had our pictorial. And as usual, .my so-called friends are...drastically prepared. Pumps. Make-up. Dresses. Yea, those sort of things. I actually stuck out like a sore thumb. I looked hideous. I was left out. It doesn't really matter. I'll overlook this sooner rather than later. It's always been like this, whenever i'm with them. So i'm used to this. Being left out. Et cetera...et cetera. But this was nothing. This wasn't the reason why i acted 'sad'.
What really bugged me was that...um...i hoped that the guy i'm supposed to hang out with this weekend might want to make paramdam. I mean he hasn't talked to me since days ago. It wasn't like that. Weeks ago, he'd text me a blank message, or say hi, or greet me good night. He'd do something whenever we had the chance to talk. But...it's different now. It's like something's wrong. No, something is wrong. He's acting funny. And...lately i do not know what to say. I don't know how to respond to his texts or tweets. Our conversations are lifeless. It wasn't like this a year ago. We'd always know what to say. We'd always fill up the awkward silence. But now...
Huh. I miss him. :| I do. And i want to see him. I wanna see you badly, Apollo.
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